May 26, 2004
still bored and depressed i dont understand i still have panick attacks i need comfort
Posted at 11:29 am by padrino
May 22, 2004
i go to the docs cuz a antoher doc gave me pillz that made me swell big as hell i look l.ike the state puffed marshmellow man n eway to day is anther depressing day bored sick and tired of being bored
and tired all the time this fucking docs need to listen to me if thay did this wold o fbeen fixxd long ago
Posted at 10:49 am by padrino
May 17, 2004
IAM SO FUCKING TIRED OF NOT BEING ME. SOME OF THE OLD ME BEING GONE IS GOOD BUT NOW IAM STUCK IN A LIL RUT FELT THE HIGHS OF LIFE {MONEY,DOPE,FRIENDS AND FOES } THAT I DONT MISS THE LOWS {I SEN FRIENDS DIE TOO MANY BURIED RIP}
I WANT TO JUST BE NORMAL I DONT PEOPLE TO REMBER THE OLD ME ID RATHER BE LOVED THEN FEARED
Posted at 08:59 pm by padrino
NOW I LOVE LIFE MORE THEN HANNIBAL LOVES EXOTIC HUMAN FLESH TODAY AT LEAST ...
IAM TIRED OF HAVING MANIC EMMOTIONS LOVE AND HATE SO QUICK IT FLUTTERS FASTER THEN A HUMMING BIRDS WINGS
BUT KNOW IAM IN LOW AGAIN ITS DRIVING ME INSANE
FAVORITE QUOTE OF THE DAY
A COWARD DIES A THOUSAND DEATHS A SOLDIER DIES BUT ONCE
Posted at 08:58 pm by padrino